Chastity Office 8
December 6, 2021
Day #33 in chastity.
I am loving this chastity period.
The obsession with food has been lifted.
…up at 4:00am instead of noon. Going to bed at 10:00pm instead of 1:00am.
Practicing 3.75 hours a day.
Writing, arranging, studying, rehearsing, performing, producing and teaching music for hours and hours, each day.
Raised my teaching and producing rates 20%.
I asked my wife how she would feel about, when we decide to end this chastity period, that we have a three day plan to re-enter active sexuality.
I don’t want to frivolously end this period in a teenage fit of passion. It has already been too painful, too costly, emotionally, to just casually toss it away. That’s what I used to do…have sex without giving it a second thought.
My wife is one in a million…no a billion.
Chastity is King…
Rule # 62.2.5
Bud Light is my shepherd, there’s nothing else I want.
It makes me fall down in green pastures. It goes through me like water. It has taken my soul.
It leads me into paths of self-righteousness, it fills me with hate.
And even though it sends me to the valley of death, I will do nothing but evil.
For you are with me. Your bottle and your glass, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before, and make everyone else my enemy.
You annoy my head as a self-centered fool.My cup never runs over…enough.
Surely fear, rage and negativity will follow me all the days of my life. And I sho’ will remain drunk…forever.
Rule #62.1.7
For Matt D.
“God is in the numbers.“
Debtors Anonymous
“Get up early.”
All Addictions Anonymous
Hours slept during chastity: (Leaders, please do NOT read all these silly numbers out during the meeting).
6.5 Begin “Finite chastity period” November 4
6.75
6
5.75 = 25 hours
6.25
6
7
5.25 = 24.5
5.5
7.25
5.75
5.5 = 23.75
5
6
6.5
5.5 = 23
8
6.5
5.5 November 22nd Kennedy Memorial
5.5. = 20
7
2.25 Thanksgiving
4.5
3.5 = 17.25
6
5.75
3
7.25. = 22 December 1
2.75
2
6.25 = 11
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Total 172 hours
172 hours/31 Days =5.5 hours/day of sleep
Normally I sleep 8 hours a day, like everybody else.
In chastity I now have 2.5. hours extra in my day.
In a 24 hour day, that’s a 10% increase in my life, each day.
You can’t get that in the stock market.
Jesus promised “Life and life abundance”.
Can you imagine him on the floor of the New York Stock Exchange?
Rule #62.1.8
I am feeling sad because, after 9 1/2 months, rehearsing every single week, my relationship with my bass trombonist has altered some.
I worked on it as hard as I could on my Sabbath, only the second time I have done that in 4 1/2 years.
I have done all that I can do. It’s time to let go and let God
I feel relieved…
Rule #62.1.9
“Unstructured Events Without Goals”,…my favorite line in the WA literature.